Yoke Fillion

Aku lama mendambakan dirimu,

Aku menantikan kehadiranmu,

Kutunggu dengan penuh kesabaranku,

Karena aku tahu, kamulah yang akan jadi milikku

Kucoba untuk cari tahu,

Apa yang sebenarnya kamu tunggu,

Cintaku sudah pasti hanya untukmu,

Kuyakinkan kamu atas ketulusanku

Sayangku tak bisa kulukiskan,

Karena tekad dan keinginanku hanya bisa menawarkan,

Apa yang didambakan,

Setiap anak manusia yang dilahirkan

Janji-janji takkan bisa dipenuhkan,

Apabila itu akan jadi muluk-muluk belaka,

Aku hanya yang bisa berharap dan menjalankan,

Apa yang menjadi kewajiban memberi kasih yang ikhlas dan luar biasa

Semoga kamu dengar isi hatiku ini,

Aku akan tetap menunggu sampai saatnya nanti,

Kamu akan ada disisi,

Membawa kebahagian dalam hidup kami…

She is now three years old… The last time I saw you, you were at the stage of learning how to speak. I knew from a very long time that you were going to be a very smart girl. Eventhough you couldn’t speak those days, you were so active and were not afraid of expressing your preferences and your dislikes. You were a bit naughty too by the way, but it doesn’t change the way I love you my dear ..

Everytime I had your mummy on the phone, I always asked about you. Most of the time you didn’t want to speak to me and that made me a bit dissapointed. But it’s okay, I was hoping perhaps you’d be willing to speak to me next time. You cute voice and the way you speak make me laugh all the time. Especially whenever your mom tells me how you’ve been and what you’ve been doing lately, I just admire the progress that you do my little one, and that makes me missing you a lot more.

Today I had you a bit on the phone, and you spoke english to me! hahaha… I was surprised my dear and was very proud of you! You go to school now and I’m sure you’ll do great at school and you’ll be having so much fun.

A lot of people around told me that we are so much alike when I was at your age. That makes me realising that there’s a part of me that build inside you. Your behaviours especially when you play by yourself, talking to yourself in languages that you’re the only one who understands, and now since you’re at school, you play teacher and students with the maids at home. Exactly like I used to be ! hehehe… Isn’t it weird that we have so much things in common eventhough we’re miles apart? At the moment like this, I’m thinking of you and missing you so much ! I wish I could see you every year and play with you.

One day, when you grow up, you’ll understand what I’m writing here for you. This is just the expression of my feelings and love on words since we haven’t seen each other for a while, until next time I see you again. Please always keep it in your mind that eventhough we’re miles away, I think of you everyday and hope that you won’t forget me. I’m still your Tata who loves you dearly…

Till we meet again my chicky one…

Big hugs and kisses,

Tata